November 2010
15 posts
it really sucks when the worst thing that happened to you happened right outside your house, involving your neighbor. because i see the spot it happened every time i go outside or look out a window, i see the scars in the mirror every day, i see the woman and/or her car when i walk down the block, and i realize now that some parts of that day and that time are just blank. like i blacked out for...
i feel the need to point out the obvious. even tho...
erm people who are reading this who dont know who i am….if you haven’t figured this out yet the names on here are fake…i would like for my friends not to have creepy stalkers kthx. except nobody is reading this. except for maybe allyourneedislove. and she is my other bestieee so. she already knows these people. but yeah just stating the obvious that zomg i dont actually have a...
scratch that
do know why. because im whining about this thing that happened five years ago that sucked but is like over now. and there are people who die from those things daily. and its not my fault. i mean like. its because of me that everybody was worried and dad didnt know if i was alive or not and damn scary for him and then mom forgot to tell mcfurry i was alive just said uhm daughters been hit by a car...
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don’t even know what to say. there are no words really. shit happened. was sad. was huger deal than i ever make it out to be. yay im fine. ish. boo my shoulder still sucks. uhm holy shit this sucks? but yeah not as bad as it could have been because yeah im not dead or like raped or stuck in a hole or something. i feel rly bitchy and mean for complaining….nooo idea why.
this was a stupid idea.
why am i even doing this.
i wanted to say this to people so many times..
last year when i told someone about the accident they told me “damn i wish something like that would happen to me” and i was in shock. like i thought this guy was my friend? so i stopped talking to him, i just turned around and left, because if i stayed i would have punched him and then started crying, i was already sobbing as it was. but i was thinking ok dude do you know how...
and I don’t want the world to see me
‘cause i dont think that they’d understand
but when everything’s made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
Iris - The Goo Goo Dolls
What Happened, The Basics
Two days before school started. wow, I’ve started so many sentances with those words, explaining over and over the motions without the emotions attatched, but emotions will come later and i digress. So, two days before school started, my sixth grade year, when i was 10, I got invited to go to the playground with my neighbors who were a few years younger than me but we were friends, and the...
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“What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger”
– yeah i wish.
Introductiony Blah.
So, i have like four tumblrs, but i created this one basically to talk about one thing that i have never really truely talked about, in the five years since its happened. Idk about the end, but in the beginning this blog wont be too happy, even though i think of myself as a generally happy person, not here. I realize that talking about things on the internet really is not the best way to talk...
